Wonder, Despite: A Review of AFTER JUNE

Wonder, Despite: A Review of AFTER JUNE

by Guest Blogger August 08, 2019

Like many writers, she wondered if she shouldn’t give up. Why were we squandering time and money on art that few, if any, would read? The answer, as always, is because we have to.

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What My Mind Keeps Enshrined

What My Mind Keeps Enshrined

by Guest Blogger August 06, 2019 1 Comment

By now, however—as I approach my eightieth birthday—I am reconciled to the reality that I might never learn the answer to my question about the authorship of the lyrics. There are just so many questions, and so few answers, and so little time.

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Take This Cup

Take This Cup

by Guest Blogger August 02, 2019 3 Comments

I knelt with strangers around a circular rail, and a living hand came and deliberately placed bread into my open palm, eyes met mine, and a voice assured me that this, the body of Christ, was for me. It was intimate and humbling and for the first time I had the sensation of actually being fed.

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A Longing for Change

A Longing for Change

by Sophfronia Scott July 30, 2019 2 Comments

It’s the season for change. Recent graduates are settling into their new lives. School is about to begin. Do I need change? I feel the tension of this energy, that if I don’t create change for myself it might be thrust upon me in a terrible way.

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Life, abundantly: on everyday Easters, resurrection, and time travel

Life, abundantly: on everyday Easters, resurrection, and time travel

by Céline Chuang July 25, 2019

Octavia Butler said God is Change. She also said our destiny is to take root among the stars. Did she know back then that we are rooted in the stars at a molecular level, made up of remnants of explosions at the universe’s birth?

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Chronometry

Chronometry

by Guest Blogger July 23, 2019 1 Comment

We walk, my age-deaf dogs and I. My softness is gone now, like my dogs’ hearing. The three of us live in a harder world: the planes of my face sharp; the ears of my old dogs closed unwittingly to my voice, with only the lines of my sharp expressions to understand my commands.

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Bus Life

Bus Life

by Stefani Rossi July 18, 2019 1 Comment

Riding the bus for me is a privilege and an inconvenience; it’s a bit new and a bit mundane, and, like most things in life, holds many contradictions...For this bounty, I give thanks.

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Having Local Community Stick: The Making of Culture Care

Having Local Community Stick: The Making of Culture Care

by Guest Blogger July 16, 2019

In our work and business and in our private lives, traditional communities are disappearing. And, perhaps, without being entirely conscious of it, many of us feel worse off. Research has not only shown a sharp decline in communities, but also a lower sense of belonging.

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Come Together For Ruminate

Come Together For Ruminate

by Brianna Van Dyke July 11, 2019

As we consider the future of Ruminate, we have identified a need to build a community of supporters invested in the long-term sustainability of our operations.

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The Camp, Explained

The Camp, Explained

by Susannah Pratt July 02, 2019 1 Comment

A few summers ago, as my own family survived a brush with cancer, I realized that, while at the camp, it is possible to peaceably coexist with my mortality. In the mountains, a single human life is constantly contextualized, thrown into sharp relief by the ancient boulders and myriad stars.

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What Silence Has to Say: A Review of Pablo d’Ors Biography of Silence

What Silence Has to Say: A Review of Pablo d’Ors Biography of Silence

by Guest Contributor June 27, 2019

It turns out that sitting in silence with my own self makes for uncomfortable, awkward hours of company. I like myself a lot less than I thought. Slowly though, I tried to better sit with the given day, tried to hear the room around me and make space for whatever thought might slide through the door unbidden

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Announcing The Waking: A Place to Slow Down and Listen Deeply

Announcing The Waking: A Place to Slow Down and Listen Deeply

by Charnell Peters June 26, 2019

To further celebrate this space, we've given the blog a new name: The Waking. The Waking takes after Ruminate’s mission to help us slow down, read deeply, and live awake—a call that our writers and artists have answered with craft and care.

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The Troubling End of Ecclesiastes

The Troubling End of Ecclesiastes

by Guest Blogger June 25, 2019 3 Comments

I wonder if when Ecclesiastes says books weary the soul, it’s referring to the many books that have been written about things that don’t matter when there are so many things to write about that do matter, or read that do matter. Stuff that makes contact with redemption in this day and age in a unique way.

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State Line

State Line

by Ruminate Magazine June 22, 2019

Brooke Fossey's short story "State Line" appears in Issue No. 51: Consume.

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Gender Inclusive Language: Confessions of a Latecomer

Gender Inclusive Language: Confessions of a Latecomer

by Catherine Hervey June 20, 2019

It had always seemed so simple and self-explanatory to me that “man” had two different meanings, depending on context. It could either mean “man” or “person,” and I didn’t see why I had to change the way I spoke and wrote because higher-up academics had decided this was no longer correct.

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Motherless Mothers Feel it All

Motherless Mothers Feel it All

by Guest Blogger June 18, 2019 1 Comment

The unimaginable: losing a mother young, while I was 25. It happened fast. A stroke. My mother dying on her own birthday, only to have my youngest daughter born that very same day 15 years later.

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Review of Melissa Reeser Poulin’s Rupture, Light

Review of Melissa Reeser Poulin’s Rupture, Light

by Renee Long June 13, 2019

Melissa Reeser Poulin’s latest chapbook, Rupture, Light (Finishing Line Press), is a journey down the fathoms-deep well of human experience. The poet’s word choice and lines are clear and clean like cold water––and just as refreshing. Poulin plunges the reader into wanting, anticipation, anxiety, and joy.

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The Middle of It: Rachel Held Evans and the Invitation to Step Back In

The Middle of It: Rachel Held Evans and the Invitation to Step Back In

by Guest Blogger June 11, 2019

This small moment, I believe, is what is so magical about Rachel—that among the beautiful tributes of her friends and colleagues since her passing, there’s been a small army of voices expressing similar moments to mine: Rachel in some short moment speaking life, offering encouragement, naming and blessing the good work others took on.

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A Slow Rhythm of Renunciations

A Slow Rhythm of Renunciations

by Guest Blogger June 06, 2019 1 Comment

There was a quiet fierceness in how she defended her choice and her beliefs. I had become conditioned to accept how people saw me, but what I began to learn through our letters was that I didn’t have to. I made my own set of vows and I chose to live by them.

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A Time to be Born

A Time to be Born

by Angela Doll Carlson June 04, 2019 1 Comment

We tear and mend and tear again. We speak and find quiet and speak again. We weep and laugh and weep and laugh again. This is a list of cycles, because seasons are like that.

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The Inward Dimension of Fasting

The Inward Dimension of Fasting

by Guest Blogger May 30, 2019 1 Comment

In Islamic understanding, ibadat mean[s] the various services that can be given towards praising God or Allah. I become alive as I pray into the night. I wake up around 3:00 am to eat suhoor, I wash my body, and around 4:00 am I pray, and then I begin my fast.

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Allure

Allure

by Ruminate Magazine May 29, 2019

Carrie Dickason's visual art "Allure" appears in Issue No. 51: Consume.

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Dying to Love

Dying to Love

by Ananda-mayi dasi May 28, 2019

He pointed to the facts: I lived in a nice condominium on a nice island a ferry ride away from a nice city where my nice partner worked at a nice job. I pointed to my feelings: My nice life was killing me.

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Ode to Temple Crowds

Ode to Temple Crowds

by Ruminate Magazine May 22, 2019 3 Comments

Uma Menon's poem "Ode to Temple Crowds" appears in Issue No. 51: Consume.

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Two Words I Didn't Know

Two Words I Didn't Know

by Guest Blogger May 16, 2019 10 Comments

I love that idea, that we are pilgrims on a journey through time. I love that we humans try so hard to find our places on that long road. And I love that you and I are ineffable, numinous pieces of some great mystery we will never fully understand.

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Now

Now

by Guest Blogger May 14, 2019

I wake with a kind of jolt in my stomach: I know where I am, but I do not know when I am. When in time am I? Are my children both sleeping in the other room? Will I hear their small feet pattering on the floor as they come in to wake me? Will they tumble into bed with Eric and me?

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Meditation: Our Modern Prayer

Meditation: Our Modern Prayer

by Guest Blogger May 09, 2019

As a witness of thought, it struck me deeply that I must be something much more than what had been running through my mind. I was so identified with thinking that I truly mistook thought for who I was.

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On Constructive Anger

On Constructive Anger

by Gyasi Byng May 07, 2019

Being Black and being a woman, I have a complicated relationship with anger. Sometimes I am reluctant to show anger, irritation, or frustration for fear of being labeled an “Angry Black Woman”...Unfortunately, I am frequently angry when existing in most spaces.

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Death Lodge

Death Lodge

by Guest Blogger May 02, 2019 1 Comment

Pretty much all I did in the Death Lodge was cry, ugly cry. When my mother came to the Death Lodge, I saw at last how she had been broken by life...I saw how much she loved me, even when she hurt me. 

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Yet I Hated You

Yet I Hated You

by Guest Blogger April 30, 2019 1 Comment

I tried and I have failed. I have failed and tried. I have struggled to seek and know a different place. I did not want to die but I wanted to give up.

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Sympathetic Joy: The Other Face of Empathy

Sympathetic Joy: The Other Face of Empathy

by Guest Blogger April 25, 2019

The secret beauty of sympathetic joy is that it allows a sort of emotionally free riding: you do not have to wait for joy. Look around, and let others’ good fortune become your own.

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A Call to Prayer

A Call to Prayer

by Guest Blogger April 23, 2019

It was clear they didn’t need me or my prayers that day. But I needed to be there, kneeling and weeping in that sighing space between words...I may have looked the part but...my tongue didn’t know the prayers.

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On Expansion

On Expansion

by Guest Blogger April 18, 2019 1 Comment

I know the anxiety of willing myself not to molt, not to shed the protective layer of belief that once preserved me. It's not safe to let go of this, I've thought. This is the only right place to be...I talk to God and remember only one of us is afraid of the dark.

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On Winning the Kalos Art Prize

On Winning the Kalos Art Prize

by Guest Blogger April 16, 2019

Through my current series Seen and Unseen, I hope to create a quiet space for contemplation, allowing viewers to reflect upon the world that we have created and the future that we must sustain. The most pristine and remote parts of the planet are touched by the actions that we all have taken, and that we continue to take.

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Vial: A Product Review

Vial: A Product Review

by Catherine Hervey April 11, 2019 1 Comment

This vial is exactly the same sort of container that is used when people give out bubbles as wedding favors. Except there’s no bubble wand inside. Obviously there’s no reason for one, because it would be sacrilegious to make bubbles with holy oil.

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